For days, this doll standing inside a call centre window has caught several people's attention. If it hasn't yet, then it should be! I pass by this window every day on my way home from work, and I have to admit that I haven't paid much attention to the doll, until one day, I saw this with a note, propped, "Will work for love." This pretty much caught my attention, since lately, I find it difficult to get up for work. Don't get me wrong, I am grateful for my job, but it seemed that I was focusing on the negatives recently.
And we can't have that.
Truth to tell, I'm trying very hard not to make this entry a whine-fest, but sometimes, there are days that I felt like I should be at many places at the same time, and when I don't, I get angry at myself. There will be people who will call me out for something I didn't do, or didn't do properly. But that's okay. It would be a different story if people would let things pass by and before I know it, I would be in trouble. I am grateful when people call my attention about things.
Nine times out of ten, I give myself a scolding for not bringing my A-game recently. I scold myself for a lot of things lately. Whining about things I cannot do will get me nowhere, I've later realised, and there is only one thing I have to do--do something about it. I write things down, to help me remember, and that I should take it each day at a time. And also, getting mad about something doesn't solve it. It messes things up even more.
Going about my day would seem like an uphill work, but I am trying the best I could by taking each day at a time, and by praying, and forgiving myself when I've come short.
I really should be kinder to myself.